some unsent email drafts as of 12/3

9/10/09 Recipient: None, Subject: No Subject

i wish someone loved me like back in high school, two high school students holding each other and kissing when they think no one is looking

9/4/09 Recipient: None, Subject: No Subject




8/27/09 Recipient: Abigail Lloyd, Subject: ►►►►

i like all those ideas, especially the ankle twisting, love thinking of that image. i want to do scenes when the sun is rising and when its setting and when its super bright and sunny and when its dark and you cant see anything and when its foggy and thick and when its raining hard. i want all weather extremes, i want a lot of perspiration and sweat, bright green grass and bright blue sky, shadows and stars and forests and waves, big huge platforms and uncontrollable hair

4/14/09 Recipient Jesse Elliott, Subject: No Subject






4/14/09 Recipient: None, Subject: No Subject

you are waiting to tell me what i am waiting to hear
which is 
that you also think that if my legs were longer i could be a supermodel

10/11/09 Recipent: None, Subject: WORK ON THIS

scene I
(filmed in first person with isight camera)
magic hour, but a little bit before, in the hammock in the backyard, smoking a joint wearing whatever, inhaling, exhaling, kissing the air, kissing the webcam, kissing and licking becomes intense, transition to cell phone video of 
me in the woods walking off a trail and into the brush, stepping into a slice of light grazing some crispy looking leaves, taking off my leotard hastily, squatting to pee, CLOSE UP on steaming flow
licking the sun reflection on the hood of a car

8/27/09 Recipient: None, Subject: “As Long As We Smile And Dance”??

girl sitting on beach towel in the grass she is somewhat greased up and squinting at the sun, it is her day off, its hot, shes sweating and waiting on a tan, she is oiling herself on and off, she has a small boom box next to here playing something that is hard to hear but has a synth-y beat 
boy and girl in a car parked by the water, faces lit by the interior lights in the car, the radio, the clock, the speedometer music coming from the stereo
girl sitting at a desk near a window on a computer while a boy sleeps in the bed right next to her, music coming from her laptop, googling “sunset images” just as the sun is about to rise

girl sitting in class texting